Waking Up

January 21, 2026

It feels like everything flipped.
I think I understand Buddhism a little more now. Not from books or teachers. The pieces click inside you, and no one can hand that to you.

Love. You don’t chase it. You don’t follow breadcrumbs. You never shortchange yourself for it.
I’d take solitude. I’d take death over settling. And I still don’t understand people who choose partners based on surface things. Because life can flip the story on you at any moment. The face you have today, the body, the life. None of it is guaranteed. How do you build something real on that?

When you realize you have a superpower inside you. That you can see right through things, feel energies even when you can’t touch them. It’s a gift and a curse. But it’s power. You know how to manage your time. You know where to invest your emotions. You stop wasting yourself.

Once upon a time, I thought I was part of the mainstream. But I never really was.
I think about all the people who are marginalized. Who go unseen. Who get dismissed because they’re “weird, “strange”, “odd”.” This is such a cruel world to live in, if you are not conscious.

But I’m grateful I’ve woken up.
Everything we’ve normalized, everything we’ve built. It’s a facade. And once you see it, you can’t unsee it.

Pattern recognition is a super power!

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